TODAY!
went back to school. learnt a lot of new stuffs. AWESOME! (: hmmm. went with Gillian to TPY to have our lunch (: lunch was super interesting. heard that certain people got pregnant. but not gonna say who. well , rushed back home to meet my childhood friend bryan! hahaha. we went to watch " my girlfriend is an agent " that show is super cool. hahahaa. laughed out loud with him. initially , we sort of fought before meeting him. so both of us were like unhappy with each other. but thinking back , we fought since we were little until now ? so ridiculous. hahaha. so i just let it go. while waiting for him to come , someone asked for my number again! and he actually asked a girl to ask for him which is like totally !@#$ i told my brother then he say that that guy's a coward. hahah. idk whats up with guys . in three days , i've gotten asked like twice for my number. one is with makeup , one is without make up . -.- hahahaha. well , then ernest came to send me home despite him being sick . awww. so sweet yes ? (: Thanks Ernest ((: heee.

GOLF WITH ALEX. (:

TODAY!
woke up early in the morning . i looked at my phone and i have received like 11 messages. hahahaha. well , so i took the morning to reply them (: anyway, slacked then waited for alex to come over. (: he helped me carry my clubs. hahaha. and we headed to macs for breakfast! (: yay. my aunty called me and told me to do my hair with her before i go hongkong (: and i told alex that i was going to rebond my hair. then he said that wavy curls suit me (: HAHA. okay ((: anyway, we went to the range and he told me a lot of interesting stories. ((: heeee. he can hit quite well . and i told him that ethan could hit well too . he was shocked. hahaha. i still have his video though. anyway, it was really coool (: hehehe. i could hit quite well today.managed to hit a few balls. i told him that i visualise that it was someone's face. hahaha. we had cold drinks aft that .then sat at the busstop talking about how we would react if we got drunk. and we were the same!(: we keep laughing. hahaha. nice.he sent me home and went to church (:



I dont know why, like why are you so jealous ?
sigh. anyway, i'm disgusted.

More photos in FB (:

YESTERDAY!

Woke up pretty early. was deciding whether to go or not . sigh. but decided to go in the end. so i met jess in the bus and we camwhored with my camera (: hahaha. bus-ed to tampines. We had a hard time finding winnie and co. so we walked round tampines to look for burgerking. finally , we saw burger king in tampines mall! (: entered , we sat with winnie , serene , ray and tim. hahahaha. tim's really funny. (: anyway, we bused to katong to sing k. sigh. my voice is sucks like !@#$ lor. ): and i didnt want to sing. sigh. but sang in the end. hahaha. must be more sporting ((: sang sang. then peishan came! omgggg ((: she said my gladiators were WOW. hahaha. anyway, i had fun singing. well , winnie was very welcoming . (: we went to tampines one to watch movie there after. (: hahaha. the movie we watched was " Poker King " i laughed my ass out ! (: its the best comedy ever. hahaha. i love hongkong's gambling comedy. i will teach you how to play Texas poker kay jess ? (: the road back from tamp was lonely i have to say. i sort of thought of him because the roads brought back many memories. like how we used to like long car rides tgt. but i sort of got over it in awhile (: hahaha. well , on my way home , a guy pretended to ask for directions and asked for my number. hahahha.



I like this particular phrase in the movie ,
" I want you to remember me when the clock strikes twelve "

AWESOME PIG RIDE HOME (: [ more halloween pics ]

TODAYYY! (:
AWESOME DAY!
well , i had chem and chinese today ): which ended finally at 4.3o (: hmm. i went to china embassy today and i lent a woman my pen . which she didnt return me !! Annoying much?! sigh. forget about it. well , i met gillian at coronation today and we bought bubbletea and fries to school (: when laoshi finally dismissed us , i rushed to amkhub to meet peishan! (: she's so cute can! hahaha. she say i look different in school and outside. like two face. hhaha. well , many people say so too. hmm.so we ate mos burger and crapped. hahaha (: she's super funny. :D:D:D:D so after that, we went to NTUC which we took a trolley . hahaha. and we bought two H2O. she kept insisting on wanting to buy me a drink. hahaha. ((: but i didnt take in the end (: we played in NTUC. HAHAHA run about. arghhh. She bully me ))): so we bought the drinks and she needed to go for tkd . so we left the place. i sat behind her bike while she rode it . hahaha. she kept complaining that i'm very HEAVY!! keep calling me piggyyy ))): so EVIL yes ? Then i told her that Ethan fetch me on his bike before and i sat infront leiiii! HAHAHAHAHAHA. But the trip to my house was super funnnyy (: she's so cute i swear. and really sweet. except that she kept complaining that i was Fat the whole journey and kept repeating that she was carrying a piggy ))): EVILLLL! HAHAHA. Anyway, you're really sweet for sending me home. hhahaha.despite how heavy i was. ((((((((((((((((((((((((: Thank YOU!!! (: hhahaha. The ride was AWESOME! i laughed throughout even though i was scared at first ((:

ME and Gillian Chinese Study Date (:

GILLIAN IS IN MY HOUSE NOW! HHAHA.She's looking at my brother's school year book. :)
(konichiwah girls & boys, can you feel the earth shaking? ^.^) <---- Gillian wrote that by the way. (:

HALLOWEEEEN.

Met YiZhen at bishan , then went to raffles place to meet Wanyu. She's so adorable ! she carried a pumpkin. HAHAHAHA. anyway, we went to Aries to get my tiara as i was going to the halloween party as a Princess. hahahaha. i know you all will rolll your EYES . but WHO CARES ? HAHAHA. anyway, after buying , we walked around orchard. and i realised that many people were staring at my knee length gladiators. -.- hmm. so after that , we went to Tanglin Mall to get the ice-cream then to yukie's party house ! (: the decorations were AWESOME (: anyway, almost everyone was dressed up (: very nice (: hahaha. Nas was the scariest (: and i had two royal subjects. HAHAHA. alrights. the scariest was when they turned off the lights and started shining torch lights on their faces. and insyirah told us a ghost story. i was totally creeeped out. ))): i hate anything that deals with ghost . anyway, when ruth msged her boyfr , i suddenly missed him. sigh. ): then i told wanyu and lucia that i missed him , they sort of cheered me up ((: HAHAHAHAHA. Thanks you guys (: usually i would meet him aft parties. hahaha. but i didnt. and god was being very nice to me . he sent someone to send me home (((: thank sweetie (((: i wore my tiara on the bus. then counted how many people stared at me. HAHAHA. from amk central to my house. a total of 10 ! (: hahahahahaha. i was dead tired when i went home. many people though that i was some party princess that just came back from zouk party or something. hahahaha. anyway, i had fun laughing (: AWESOME NIGHT . ( even though i had a hard time removing make up ) hahaha.

HAHA.
Sorry readers that I've not been blogging and its getting boring.BUT! more photos and interesting stuffs coming up soon (: Well just a summary of why what i've been doing, well, i'm currently have golf lessons and my coach is an Australian !!! (: AWESOME MUCH.

Alrights, going off to Yukie's Party. (:
CIAOOOOOOO.

YESTERDAY!
As requested by wanyuuuuu!!! I have to blog about what happened yesterday. hahahaha.

Went for tuition in the morning. till 2.30. Met Lucia at Dhoby Gaut Station. Then we ran to cineleisure. It reminds me of the food race that i ran with ethan, chailin and ernest. HAHAHA. Watched Jennifer's Body. They requested me and Lucia to show our ICs . AND they DID NOT ASK WANYU !!! what a shocker. hahaha :PPPPP well , something happened and Ruth was angry. anyway, its finally resolved. Thank God :D so the nine of us were blocking the way at cineleisure. Its difficult to decide on a place to eat when there's so many people. Well, you might say " Where got ? " thats because we are all girls!!! hahaha. Guys are more easy going.I was very unlucky and i lost to that aunty lee scissors paper stone !!!!! 0 - 6 ! so unlucky yea? well. ytd was super drama. we actually had to queue up to go to the mrt station! irritating much ? and it was raining heavily. O: sucks man.

TODAY!
I think that i have alot of activities going on tmr.
I'm invited to :

1.Escape Theme Park with Vera , boyfriend , simple and jess
2.Event work.
3.Tuition.
4.Movies and shopping with Lixue, Carmen, Gillian, Amanda and Lucia.
5. Halloweeeen party at cherlyn's house. hahahaha ( havent found a costume)




which will i be attending ? most probably : 3, 4 and 5 because they are all in suitable timings. 5 is halloween sleepover partayyyee. its gonna be fun fun fun !!!! (:

TODAY!
Went to the SAFTI training place. quite nice. (: i used to think that military base is really tough. hahaha. because Ethan was from OCS. we got to see the facilities and everything. quite nice actually (: went around discovery centre after that . saw little george. then they asked him questions like , " why you nvr wear pants ? " , " are you gay? " hahahaha. funny asking a robot that. :D anyway, after that, we visited the army museum. quite coool. the show that we watched there was super fantastic. makes me want to join the army tooo! (: haahahahhaha. looking at the SAFTI and Officer Cadat school reminds me of Ethan -.-''''' but. had fun with my friends! (: nvr going to look back again! (:

My Last Collage. Not going to post any of it anymore.

Surprisingly , i'm feeling lighter everyday. yay. (:
hahahahahahhahahahhahahaha. well , my other post was crap. so i decided to delete it. (:
i need a jobxzxz! ): please inform me if you have jobs out there. i need money badly eh. OOOO:\
Mr Ng was super funny today . He talked to us about sex. then asked us NOT to have underage sex. he said that boys are curious while girls do it because they are " IN LOVE " hahahaha. then insyi said that now its the other way round! anyway , why would we want to have sex with guys just because they say " if you love me , you will have sex with me ? " thats the WORST way to lose your virginity and that guy's a BASTARD. Mr Ng told us not to have boyfriends now ( what a nice timing ) but what he said was really true. i was practically laughing my ass out. :D i know , you expect me to cry when he talked about boyfriends right ? hahahaha. but no la. i'm alright. (: maybe i was faking that laugh or smile. but i find that it makes me feel better. i'm still a happy girl that wants to work (:

Anyway ,
Thanks to all those who comfort me , I'm feeling wayyyyy better (: Thanks for your hugs. (: they helped really a lot and your shirts as a tissue for me . :P hahahaha. anyway, maybe this is for the better . (:

when my aunty messaged me to remind me about my facial appointment , i told her that i broke up and she immediately called me. she told me that this was part and parcel of life. and everything will be fine again. however , she warn me not to take it out on myself. by going to all guys party , hanging out with guys and stuffs. hahahaha. i wont! (: i promise. ((: i'm so so so pissed. my uncle spoiled my phone and now he's like accusing my grandma of buying me one. WTF! she's not going to buy me one . -.-'''''

TODAY.
I was calm and pissed yesterday. But i cried my heart out this morning when i was in the bus . i received very comforting messages. and when my mother actually message me this " Mummy loves you and wish that i am there for you. hope that everything will be fine . " i totally cried out. because even though we are 12 hours away from each other, she stayed up to comfort me. when i reach school , i held back my tears. but i couldnt hold it any longer and tears welled up in my eyes and rolled down my cheeks. my friends were shocked because this was the first time they had seen me cry and really badly. many came to give me a comforting hug. Thank you to all those who comforted me today. your hugs were really comforting. when they hugged me , they told me that everything's going to be fine. some said that we'll patch back . but something tells me this is it. i lied to myself that i dont love him anymore. to make myself stop crying. but i cant control myself. i kept crying the whole day. i cried on my way home. then when i reach home, i cried again. when my grandma saw how sad i was , she cried too. ya, you all will say " So Drama la " but if you're here , you would cry too . wanyu felt like crying when i cried. sigh. yukie told me something . " if he waits for you and tries to get back with you , it shows that his love for you is really something. "

If we broke up because we had some conflict , quarrel or felt that we're not meant to be together, i will conceit to fate. but this is a forced break up . and this drama has been on for like a really long time , to me , its the norm. i'm not really affected by it. but i dont know how he is taking it. sigh. one minute , they approve and one minute, they disapprove. they said all the bad stuff which some of which is not true. they made me look bad in front of his parents. I've never been so humiliated in my life . He said that he would marry me. I was super shocked. but this proves that how much he loves me. my parents ask me to marry him. -.- ''' arent they making things difficult ? i've never seen someone become berserk in the middle of the night before. arent you calm when you saw me ? why the suddenly craziness ? when i saw him , i was totally embarrassed. and its my fault so they're embarrassing themselves too . say put the past aside? you want to brush that away because its my fault ? then you rake up the past again ? telling all kinds of shit that you've threaten ? cant i have some company ? cant i at least experience someone who loves me ? cant i just have some fun. you've made my teenage memories SUCK. and thank you very much for that. AND FYI , I HAVE MONEY MYSELF AND I DONT TAKE FROM MY GRANDMA OR MUM. Dont know , dont talk shit. i have my ways to get money .

in conclusion , my love life has been a rollercoaster ride. be it we'll be together or not , time will tell.

I really cant fake that smile.

YESTERDAY.
I dont know why , but i decided to go baby's house early in the morning . being with him makes me feel so much better. but it was a mistake. i shouldnt have gone over. sigh. whats done is done. anyway, after that , he was really shocked that i went over. and sent me home. thanks baby. went home , slept , then bath and changed. he came over to pick me up as it was raining. he's such a lovely boyfriend. then he curled my hair for me. (: he accompanied me to Far East Plaza to get my knee length gladiators. he put them on for me. sigh. he's really such a darling. somehow , i treat him really good yesterday because i feel that something's bad is going to happen which it did. we watched " my sister's keeper " not a very good show but meaningful. I think if i were to watch it again , i will cry. very badly. after watching , we bought sushi and ate in his car. sweet yes? when i departed from him, i hugged him really tight. i always do that because i dont know when will i ever see him again. sigh. he's been a such a great company.

Why are Korean Guys So HOT ?!!!

Sigh, why are korean guys so hot ): and singaporean guys ? .................................... no comments. hahaha. I feeling like golfing today. ): but no one wants to accompany me . moreover , ethan is like BUSY . work i guess ? so i'm home , rotting. ): hopefully my aunty decides to bring me out shopping later ((: I'm so so so so bored now! argh. I should have replied your msg earlier! or i'll be out alr! ): suxorrrrrrrs! )))): I should put my a tone for my messages . always miss those important messages.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY PARENTS ARE SUCH ANGELS (: They always support me in what i like to do! (: When they broke the news that they allowed me , I was practically screaming! (: They said that i must do my best in whatever i do . I will not let you down (: I WILL DO MY VERY BEST ! (:

I'm going to keep my post short .
Today , got back chinese script . results ? Shocking. HAHAHAHA
During SS lesson , bitched about a particular someone. OHMYGOSH LA! She's not even pretty and how dare she say lixue is unattractive?! Come on , ALL of us think that lixue's WAYYYYY PRETTIER , CHIO-ER AND MORE ATTRACTIVE THEN YOU! O: Lucky , you apologized to her .Orelse................. Hmmmm. If you dare to wear till soooooo SEXY. You must be prepared to take comments and criticisms. And you're going to talk about how sexy my attire is ? HAHAHA. To tell you the truth , people said that i'm a porn star , prostitute or whatever . Its just that they care about you. You can choose to ignore yes ? You dont see me crying and going round spreading malicious rumours yes? I know that my " mummy " said that you were a prostitute in your face , you didnt have much reaction yes ? You just gave her THAT face and a shrug. Then after school , you bawl out in tears and complained to F10 ? Well , I think you shouldnt react that way . Its IRRITATING . I dont care if you read my blog , because , EVERYONE is irritated . Dont believe me ? Try reading their blogs . Arent you honored ? I posted so many words about you . Funny being a short post. Tsk Tsk. Alrights, i admit , i'm such a BITCH. But , girls are like that. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!


No matter how pretty you are , or how ugly you are ,
YOU have NO RIGHT to Judge others about the way they look .
Because all of us are wonderfully and perfectly made by GOD.
NO ONE is PERFECT.Everyone has their flaws.

TODAY!
I started the day with big smile on my face . However , it all ended during assembly . Gillian and I were talking about doing manicure. Then , M.K announced there was a surprise spot check on our nails and i got caught ! ohmygosh ): so we had to go to the canteen to cut our nails ))): sigh. We were all given one warning point and we had to cut our nails . Sigh! ): Yoobin was really funny, she said " This is the best birthday gift ever. ONE WARNING POINT! -.- '' sigh. My long nails are goneeT.T . I was like complaining, then M.K popped up behind me . " You think you are Dracula ah?" hmmpphhhhhhh! Who says only Dracula has long nails! ): Art lesson was ohkay , Wanyu uhhh! hahaha :DDDD Physics was interesting ! (: Total scandalous. Amanda was caught writing " I love joey " on joey's foolscap paper. Then M.N put the foolscap paper under the visualizer.Mean muchhh? Hmmm.I feel so sad for them , being put through this kind of embarrassment. M.N said that the both of them were not normal -.- Finally , the last bell rang, i went home and started watching Hana Kimi . Cool muchhhhh ((: Went blading with Ethann (: HEH! I'm feeling FAT today ): SUXORS. O:

YUBIN's Birthday! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOOBIN (:

It's yoobin's birthday! hahaha. She used to be my wifey. But we sort of broke up long time ago . Hahaha! Anyway, today's her sweet sixteen birthday . After school , we went to Serene Centre, which we were suppose to eat Island Creamery, but me, lixue , lucia, gillian and yizhen decided to eat something filling , so we ate macs. As we cant bring our macs into Island Creamery , we had to find another place, so we went to YOOBIN's " No Gathering " Corner Party. hahaha. Those who were there should know what i mean :P Anyway, we had fun chatting and gossiping yes ? (: The stories that they told were super scary i swear.Yukie kept telling us interesting stories . Thanks Nora, Yoobin , Yukie and Carmen for bringing our bags up. (: Totally appreciated (: Anyway , i had fun with you girls (: I'm Eggggcited about the upcoming Halloween Partayee! (: I'm thinking of dressing up as a playboy bunny :P hahahaha. But they said that 3/4 of my body MUST be covered up ))): sigh. alrights, i'll think of something else. (: